cold dark space

(i met billy in 9/97)

someday....?
he'll look at me and know all that i love
he'll love me for that
he'll see how scared i am, yet how much i want him, just in my eyes
he'll know my passion in the way i carry myself
he'll think i am beautiful
he'll make me cry tears of joy
he'll rid my tears of sorrow
he'll stroke my cheek, cup my face with his hands and adore me
he'll love the way i love children for their innocence and honesty
he'll be so proud of me when our first child is born
he'll want to know my mind, heart, and soul
he'll touch my hair, back, arms, skin
he'll love how soft it is
he'll listen to the music that i love and see what it is i love in it
he'll understand the feelings music arouses in me
he'll show me to dance, with every step he'll show me a new world
his eyes will reveal his intensity for me
the way he will look at me
he'll go places with me to search the world for the most beautiful place.
and then realize it was on a beach at sunset in eachother's arms