cold dark space

this new song that debuted last night in london, well, it kicks me in the soul. it is so my recent journey with spirituality and where it plays in myself. what it's performance here:

http://weeklydavespeak.com/forums/showthread.php?t=6830&page=1&pp=10

lyrics the best i can figure:

when i was a kid
i put a cigarette out in my hand
didn't want my friends to see
but i wanted to scream
so i laughed
and i wont give it away
i was just so afraid
and i wont give it away
just hide out in my head

hunger steals the evening
i just want to get lost, get lost
and it feeds the fool that i play
too much is never enough
just wish i could believe
that god is watching over me
but when i'm dead and up there
aint no heaven or hell waiting for me

oh and i'd give it all away
man i'm just so afraid
so i won't give it away
i'll just hide out in my head

all my blessings remain
uncounted and then
when i started adding them together
what i was counting was gone, gone

i won't give it away
i won't touch my soul for you
no i wont give it away
i kneel with a priest and i pray
but i still want you
if you will have me
i'll still call you
my one and only,
my one and only
ooooooh

i'll give it all away
you'll get the very best of me
and i give it all away
you get the good and the bad
bad
bad

bad
bad
bad